Do you ever step back and try to reexamine your life?
-Sitting on top of my toilet right now is a book called Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff. Everytime I sit down, I read one of the two-page suggestions on how to make life more meaningful by looking at the forrest instead of the trees.
-Every other week, I will re-decide that it is really good for me to wake up at 6:00 to “get things done”, even if I do not have anywhere to be until 9:00.
-Once every three to four months, I will input all my debit card and check transactions into Quicken so that I can feel like I manage my finances well.
-The laundary tossing and turning in the dryer right now is a reminder of the 11 loads I have left to wash, dry, and fold.
-The walks Krista and I take are often enough to keep me thinking about my health, but not frequent enough to change it.
-My planner lieing open next to me keeps me running between appointments, straining as I fulfill my obligations, always thinking, “What do I have to do next?”
-The passage I read this morning seems way too fresh for someone who preaches every other week and is working on a Masters of Divinity.
Do you ever feel like in order to get one area of your life in line, every other area must be perfect as well. Its an incredibly hopeless feeling and at the same time, getting one of these accomplished for a week makes me feel like its doable. I mutter, “I think I can, I think I can, I think I can” until I run out of breath and then I simply think about thinking about it. How can rely on God more to help me bring order out of the chaos that I feel sometimes? How can I turn my desire into my effort? How can I pull it together?